Today is a venting day for me. We all have them. As women we don't always take the time to, well, feel sorry for ourselves. If you are a woman you know exactly what I mean. Today I am just plain tired. I feel like I have been spinning my wheels and not getting anywhere. I got up this morning at 7 a.m. and just wanted to go back to bed but I have a lot to do today and if I leave it I know it will pile up and make much more for me to do later.
Let me start by saying a bit about my life. First, I am usually a calm, very centred hippie souled woman. I don't usually let things get to me. I just stop, take a breath and look at the farm and my life and realize how thankful I am to be blessed with the way of life I lead.
I am a flower child, tree hugging, organic gardening girl. I live in Canada so the garden season , which is hard work but I find very calming, is very short.
I love all animals. I do a lot of volunteering for the small Dog Rescue I became involved in after adopting 3 of their dogs, which I love. The stories are most of the time heartbreaking and very hard for me but I cannot stop helping because these dogs need us. I just sometimes cry for a while and carry on.
I am a Green Earth Wiccan Woman, this keeps me centred. I am an artist which gives me an outlet for my creative heart, sometimes I don't have enough time for this and that makes me sad.
A few other things I am we all are, I am sure. I saw this and it made me laugh. What woman is not a Personal Stylist & Shopper? What woman is not a-
CHEF, EVENT PLANNER, NURSE, LOVER, GARDENER, DECORATOR, CHAUFFER, HOUSE CLEANER, LAUNDREST, THERAPIST, VOLUNTEER.....SHALL I GO ON?
I am a multi tasker but with only 2 arms, we all are. Usually this is not a problem, usually I take a breath and keep going but today I am just tired. I have so much to do but I am having trouble taking that breath and getting the tasks done.