I am feeling a little down today. I am usually an upbeat, glass half full kind of person. I am the one who makes everyone feel better. I try to be positive about all situations but sometimes it all piles on top of me and I am the one who could use a hug.
When I do get feeling blue I usually keep it to myself and handle it. The few times I have reached out to family and friends I did not get the response I thought I would. I guess because I never show my vulnerability and try to help everyone, people are taken aback when my shell cracks a little.
I have so much going on right now and I am trying to keep all the balls in the air but today they dropped. It is a little bit of everything. As you know I help with the Dog Rescue and I am organizing the fundraiser for June. I e-mail so many people for donations for baskets and I am so happy when I get a good response but then when I think about the dogs it just makes me so sad. I know you can't save them all and thank the goddesses for Brenda and others like her who save so many. I wish I could have 100 because I would. I look at my babies and they are so happy I just wish all creatures could have that kind of love and security.
So, today, that along with some other things I have been trying to handle, I just came crashing down. I am turning to my blogging friends for a virtual hug. I could really use it.